Saturday, August 26, 2006
The bigger Picture
We always want what we can't have, or we have what we don't want, or we have what we want but don't know how to keep what we have. It's a funny cycle in life yet we live through it day in and day out and we don't do any thing to change it.
I had a dream last night, it wasn't ur typical happy go lucky unrealistic kind of dream. Instead it was so real that u could feel the pain if someone poked you. I was here i guess or myabe a different place but nevertheless everybody who i know today was there, sounds silly but really even u might have been there. It's as if God gave me a chance to look at my life from the outside. See how my everyday life looks like from anothers perspective. It wasnt all chocolates and roses........ but it made me come to a realisation....
It is like that poem we learned about the man who had two roads to choose from but had to pick one... We are given choices in life. Everyday is a new day for a new choice and it all starts with us choosing whether we are gonna have a good day, a bad day, or a Great day! It's true out of all the roads presented to us we can only choose one, and sometimes one road seems prettier than the other, but the reality is every road has its little bumps and cracks. It is up to us to look past them at the bigger, more beautiful picture in front of us.
I just realised that through all the complications, stress, and painful times i've gone through there was always the bigger, more beautiful picture waiting in front of me, and though at that time it seemed so insignificant.... I suddenly realise how valuable it was....and still is....
I always live by this saying "live life to its fullest and never regret a moment of it." till today, I've tried not to regret anything i've done in my life for I know i've gained something out of everything i've done....But today i have a new strnghth within me, a new breath of life, for now I truly know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
***Rosanne***
Posted by ~**Beth**~ at 1:25 AM


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